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Fizah Norazmi

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

woah . lame or what i never update . i was very very busy these few days . with LLA bull and work . yeah, work . im currently working at Suntec City . wont say what floor, which tower or what shop . want to know, ask me personally ok ? ((:

PICTURES FOR APPRECIATION TEA AND NDP ACTUAL SHOW">

gtg, bye .

you made my day ((:

ohh psst! fav pic luh siolsss . heh . nah, just a friend ((:

Sunday, August 16, 2009

ive been going out alot these few days . even on school nights . reaching home at 12midnight . without dad digging out my eardrums . a miracle, i call it .

Wednesday, had Rock Climbing . training was bloooooddyyy tough . but i wasnt in my best mood and was feeling down . and so i was physically there , but not mentally . the next thing i realize was , cramps all over .

but still, i had some energy left to go slack with Sabil, Arfan and Yat at Tampines till 11plus pm .

otw to meet Yat,
me: angkat kan beg please .. aku penat ah .
sabil : fan .. angkat .
arfan: bil .. angkat .

Friday, class was cancelled so no school . happy ah abeyyyy . so meet Abang Danial . wah sien, lame sio tk jumpe diee . we walk around Raffles City, Suntec City, Marina Square and Esplanade . He treated me Mcdonalds, brought me to the Arcade to cheer me up, went to a Toy Convention thingy . No, not planned to go there . but the most shocking thing is, there's NO CHILDREN . ADULTS, EVERYWHERE . k mayb because its friday, but stilll .
i went home early . reach home around 6plus .

Saturday, NDP 09' Appreciation Tea at Touch Community somewhere in Redhill . plan was to meet Yat at Paya Lebar, 12 pm . but end up, Sabil, Arfan and Razman was late . one hour late infact . we were supposed to go meet Yat together but the boys were too late and Yat was beginning to get mad so i met him first . met him and he was barking mad . i was scared shitless . they reached at 1.30pm . trained to redhill, walked there , entered the Theatre late .

performance was really really good . i was very entertained and this guy, oh my gawd, bloody hot with a bloody good voice . cair ah abeyyyyyy .

eat, eat, camwhore . pictures in facebook .

Me, Sabil, Yat, Razman, Arfan, Wan, Arief, Shariff, Epul, Ashalina, Aida, Zaki, Shahid, Sariman and Hidayah ( sorry if i miss out on anybody ) head to Marina Square to eat . after that Me, Sabil, Arfan, Yat, Wan, Zaki, Epul and Razman went to Arab St for shisha session . yes, i was the only girl cause Aida was supposed to follow but it was Shahid's birthday . my first time kayyy, but it was fuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! reach home , 1145pm .

today, woke up early, head to Granny's place . Kakak Zakiah and her future husband, Abg Saiful and Mak Long came to Singapore from KL and it was sight see-ing day at City Hall for them .Yesssss, 3 days straight i went to City Hall .

Zulfadhli: youngest cousin . age: 4years old .
fadhli: *showing off his yo-yo* kakak, kakak ade Yo-Yo ?
me: tkde, knape ?
fadhli: tkde ?! kat rumah pun tkde ?
me: tkde .
fadhli: pegi mintak mak la . best tau . fadhli ade Yo-Yo .

fadhli: *singing onE of the National Day Song*
One People, One Nation, One Singapore ....!!
thats the way, DONT COME BACK, FORVER MOREE ... !!

Anyway, Kakak Zakiah is getting married sometime around 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th of OCTOBER . and so im gonna be away during these dates . and then Blaze Camp 5th, 6th, 7th OCTOBER . which means, i dont get to sleep in my bed for 7 days .

ok gtg, wanna surf the net . bye .

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

SENTOSAAAAAA . Saturday, 080809 .

ahhhhh, one relaxing dayy with NDP peeps . should do it again . but the number of ciggies is waayyyy too much . no no, i aint gonna be a heavy smoker . pictures click on the link in the previous post .

NDP . Sunday, 090809 .

it was a BLASTTTTTT !!!!!!! shall do it again next year . after PPP, Post Party Parade ( which is kinda boring ), initial plan was to torn the night away with the rest . but end up, i got sick and vomitted 4 - 5 times in less then 2 hours . i had to spoil the plan by making one of the guys to send me back home by cab cause there's no more bus and MRT service anymore . k no . i didnt make them sent me home . he volunteered . but i still feel bad for spoiling the plan . i owe them BIG time .

NDP journey has come to an end . im gonna miss it . though i sweat the hell out of myself every Saturday, i still had a hell lot of fun . thought of returning next year but im not sure if its gonna be the same with some of em seniors not returning . gotto concentrate on their FYP . everyone cried . even the crazy, loud, annoying, irritating boys cried . its not SISI . it shows that they are really dedicated to this NDP Journey . atleast they have emotional feelings unlike some other boys step macho .

ohh, before i end of ..

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FARIDAH NISHA BTE AZMAN !!
sume satu2 da legal . best ahhhhhhh .

i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .

Sunday, August 9, 2009

oh my hell ! i had theee most happening Sentosa outing with NDP mates yesterday ! it was bloody fun okaaayyy . minus the part i was thrown into the sea but hell, we should do it again ((:

PICTURES
today is a significant date . for me and for Singapore . HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE !! LOOK OUT FOR ME ON TV !!!!!!!!!!!! ((:

Friday, August 7, 2009

GOODBYE OLD, HAGGARD ME, HELLO REFRESHED NEW ME !!

a new refreshed storybook for me to write new memories in . i could literally hear the calling of new memories to be recorded in here . hahaha . lame .

i decided to create a new blog because i wanted to move on with my life . things around me was eating my brain cells these days and i wanted continue life without all bad memories that have been haunting me since i was young .

though i had thought not to leave my new link at my OLD url, ( cause i wanted to see how many would go to such extent to find my blog ) i feel that such doings was actually not needed . those who want to read, read on . those who is not interested then thats up to them . i cant control who reads my blog . thats why i didnt privatise it . duh . sooo, for those who decided to relink me, then by all means ((:

im not sure if posting this would break the rules of leaving my past behind and move on but wtheck ?! this is after all my blog . im so proud .

i did left everything behind and i dont intend to turn back to make things ok, but there's this tini winny part of me that is holding me back .but nonetheless, everything is literally left behind . im still inlove with someone who doesnt give a shit about me .

and its a little hard to move on cause i made such an important decision without thinking rationally . i guess i was blinded by wealth and anger . i tried mending things, but nothing work . its been 3weeks now and im not sure myself if im still waiting or not .

MOVING ON !

remember the blaze camp that was supposed to be on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd of July but was postponed because of the pathetic swine flu ? well, it was postponed to the 14th, 15th and 16th of August which is next weekend . but then, now, i have just been informed that it was postponed to FIFTH, SIXTH AND SEVENTH OCTOBER !!!!! how unfair is that ???!!!!!! pfft !! bloody annoying .

ok, i gtg sleeepp . tomorrow morning got to wake up early, go out of the house by 8am, travel to Jurong to help Din carry the food he's bringing to Sentosa for BOOMERANG'S group outing . just so you know, boomerang is the name of my NDP group . yeah2 i know . who the hell is Din till i can sacrifice my afew hours of beauty sleep to travel to Jurong ? truth is, i feel bad to not contributing to anything for tomorrow's outing so thats the reason to why i agreed to held Din . atleast i did something, yknow .

GOODNIGHT ((:

i'm smiling

In my heart

Fizah Norazmi This is only half of my life in words
Fizah My thoughts is none of your business Archives August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 February 2011 March 2011 August 2011	Tuesday, August 25, 2009 woah . lame or what i never update . i was very very busy these few days . with LLA bull and work . yeah, work . im currently working at Suntec City . wont say what floor, which tower or what shop . want to know, ask me personally ok ? ((: PICTURES FOR APPRECIATION TEA AND NDP ACTUAL SHOW"> gtg, bye . you made my day ((: ohh psst! fav pic luh siolsss . heh . nah, just a friend ((: Sunday, August 16, 2009 ive been going out alot these few days . even on school nights . reaching home at 12midnight . without dad digging out my eardrums . a miracle, i call it . Wednesday, had Rock Climbing . training was bloooooddyyy tough . but i wasnt in my best mood and was feeling down . and so i was physically there , but not mentally . the next thing i realize was , cramps all over . but still, i had some energy left to go slack with Sabil, Arfan and Yat at Tampines till 11plus pm . otw to meet Yat, me: angkat kan beg please .. aku penat ah . sabil : fan .. angkat . arfan: bil .. angkat . Friday, class was cancelled so no school . happy ah abeyyyy . so meet Abang Danial . wah sien, lame sio tk jumpe diee . we walk around Raffles City, Suntec City, Marina Square and Esplanade . He treated me Mcdonalds, brought me to the Arcade to cheer me up, went to a Toy Convention thingy . No, not planned to go there . but the most shocking thing is, there's NO CHILDREN . ADULTS, EVERYWHERE . k mayb because its friday, but stilll . i went home early . reach home around 6plus . Saturday, NDP 09' Appreciation Tea at Touch Community somewhere in Redhill . plan was to meet Yat at Paya Lebar, 12 pm . but end up, Sabil, Arfan and Razman was late . one hour late infact . we were supposed to go meet Yat together but the boys were too late and Yat was beginning to get mad so i met him first . met him and he was barking mad . i was scared shitless . they reached at 1.30pm . trained to redhill, walked there , entered the Theatre late . performance was really really good . i was very entertained and this guy, oh my gawd, bloody hot with a bloody good voice . cair ah abeyyyyyy . eat, eat, camwhore . pictures in facebook . Me, Sabil, Yat, Razman, Arfan, Wan, Arief, Shariff, Epul, Ashalina, Aida, Zaki, Shahid, Sariman and Hidayah ( sorry if i miss out on anybody ) head to Marina Square to eat . after that Me, Sabil, Arfan, Yat, Wan, Zaki, Epul and Razman went to Arab St for shisha session . yes, i was the only girl cause Aida was supposed to follow but it was Shahid's birthday . my first time kayyy, but it was fuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! reach home , 1145pm . today, woke up early, head to Granny's place . Kakak Zakiah and her future husband, Abg Saiful and Mak Long came to Singapore from KL and it was sight see-ing day at City Hall for them .Yesssss, 3 days straight i went to City Hall . Zulfadhli: youngest cousin . age: 4years old . fadhli: showing off his yo-yo kakak, kakak ade Yo-Yo ? me: tkde, knape ? fadhli: tkde ?! kat rumah pun tkde ? me: tkde . fadhli: pegi mintak mak la . best tau . fadhli ade Yo-Yo . fadhli: singing onE of the National Day Song One People, One Nation, One Singapore ....!! thats the way, DONT COME BACK, FORVER MOREE ... !! Anyway, Kakak Zakiah is getting married sometime around 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th of OCTOBER . and so im gonna be away during these dates . and then Blaze Camp 5th, 6th, 7th OCTOBER . which means, i dont get to sleep in my bed for 7 days . ok gtg, wanna surf the net . bye . Tuesday, August 11, 2009 SENTOSAAAAAA . Saturday, 080809 . ahhhhh, one relaxing dayy with NDP peeps . should do it again . but the number of ciggies is waayyyy too much . no no, i aint gonna be a heavy smoker . pictures click on the link in the previous post . NDP . Sunday, 090809 . it was a BLASTTTTTT !!!!!!! shall do it again next year . after PPP, Post Party Parade ( which is kinda boring ), initial plan was to torn the night away with the rest . but end up, i got sick and vomitted 4 - 5 times in less then 2 hours . i had to spoil the plan by making one of the guys to send me back home by cab cause there's no more bus and MRT service anymore . k no . i didnt make them sent me home . he volunteered . but i still feel bad for spoiling the plan . i owe them BIG time . NDP journey has come to an end . im gonna miss it . though i sweat the hell out of myself every Saturday, i still had a hell lot of fun . thought of returning next year but im not sure if its gonna be the same with some of em seniors not returning . gotto concentrate on their FYP . everyone cried . even the crazy, loud, annoying, irritating boys cried . its not SISI . it shows that they are really dedicated to this NDP Journey . atleast they have emotional feelings unlike some other boys step macho . ohh, before i end of .. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FARIDAH NISHA BTE AZMAN !! sume satu2 da legal . best ahhhhhhh . i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back .i want you back . Sunday, August 9, 2009 oh my hell ! i had theee most happening Sentosa outing with NDP mates yesterday ! it was bloody fun okaaayyy . minus the part i was thrown into the sea but hell, we should do it again ((: PICTURES today is a significant date . for me and for Singapore . HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE !! LOOK OUT FOR ME ON TV !!!!!!!!!!!! ((: Friday, August 7, 2009 GOODBYE OLD, HAGGARD ME, HELLO REFRESHED NEW ME !! a new refreshed storybook for me to write new memories in . i could literally hear the calling of new memories to be recorded in here . hahaha . lame . i decided to create a new blog because i wanted to move on with my life . things around me was eating my brain cells these days and i wanted continue life without all bad memories that have been haunting me since i was young . though i had thought not to leave my new link at my OLD url, ( cause i wanted to see how many would go to such extent to find my blog ) i feel that such doings was actually not needed . those who want to read, read on . those who is not interested then thats up to them . i cant control who reads my blog . thats why i didnt privatise it . duh . sooo, for those who decided to relink me, then by all means ((: im not sure if posting this would break the rules of leaving my past behind and move on but wtheck ?! this is after all my blog . im so proud . i did left everything behind and i dont intend to turn back to make things ok, but there's this tini winny part of me that is holding me back .but nonetheless, everything is literally left behind . im still inlove with someone who doesnt give a shit about me . and its a little hard to move on cause i made such an important decision without thinking rationally . i guess i was blinded by wealth and anger . i tried mending things, but nothing work . its been 3weeks now and im not sure myself if im still waiting or not . MOVING ON ! remember the blaze camp that was supposed to be on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd of July but was postponed because of the pathetic swine flu ? well, it was postponed to the 14th, 15th and 16th of August which is next weekend . but then, now, i have just been informed that it was postponed to FIFTH, SIXTH AND SEVENTH OCTOBER !!!!! how unfair is that ???!!!!!! pfft !! bloody annoying . ok, i gtg sleeepp . tomorrow morning got to wake up early, go out of the house by 8am, travel to Jurong to help Din carry the food he's bringing to Sentosa for BOOMERANG'S group outing . just so you know, boomerang is the name of my NDP group . yeah2 i know . who the hell is Din till i can sacrifice my afew hours of beauty sleep to travel to Jurong ? truth is, i feel bad to not contributing to anything for tomorrow's outing so thats the reason to why i agreed to held Din . atleast i did something, yknow . GOODNIGHT ((:
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