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Fizah Norazmi

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Fizah
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Monday, December 28, 2009

"Of course.. I never forget a single thing about how we met. It's something meaningful to me, you know.."

He's the sweetest thing i tell you .
im having a blissful life . im as happy as ever . im literally on cloud nine . i think i could go higher . float away, merrily . without having anything to worry about ....

except for this coming test on Tuesday that i just couldnt be bothered to study . GM always spoils everything . so is the teacher . pfft ! yeah, i have to sit for a test during my holidays . blissful much ? tell me about it .

school reopen is just a week away and im SEX-CITED ! im bored staying at home . i wanna go school so mum wont nag about me not coming over often during my hols . yeah, my bad for neglecting her . but i just hate the journey from home to her place ! a minus point having divorced parents . pfft !

after spending three straight days with Love, believe it or not im already missing him .

ok, im gonna head for my comfy bed cause its like 2am in the morning ? when i have plans to crack my already cracked brain cells tomorrow at the library just for that GM class test on Tuesday . Ms Fong better pass me . Or else ...

Goodnight, readers ! ((:

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Myanmar YEP 09' ; World's Drums Night ; Love <3

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I AM BACK !!

Thanks love for updating my blog for me . and plus, i was greeted by 4 extremely sweet drafts from love . awww, thanks dear .

so how did my trip went ? for a start, i was really missing home . yerp, i was homesick during the first 5 days . but the next 5days was fast . and the hotel, urgh . though its the best in the area, i had some bad experience there .

The first day, as said by love, i boarded the plane . it was my first time so i was excited . we were supposed to remain seated during take off . my butt was literally in my seat with my seatbelt on but my body wasnt leaning . i was bouncing and prancing about and i was damn lucky to get the window seat . excited ah theeeennnnn .

landed about 2hours later . went straight to the hotel, had dinner, reflection and lights off .

next day was work, we went to Zabu Oak Shuang Nunnery . The team did some planting, taught english and carried some bricks . yerp, carried bricks . but i had to fell sick on the second day so i was prohibited from doing any work that day . boring siooo .

day 3, i recovered and was ready to work ! i carried bricks, taught english and i watered the plants that the team planted . imagine carrying huge, tin-made watering cans which is extremely heavy to and fro from the well and planting area and plus, one plant is equal to one can of water . thats how much water one plant needed and imagine the amount of work needed . and not to mention, the weather is stinking hot . Singapore is about 27degress . Myanmar 38degrees (!!) work ended at about 3pm, back to hotel, rested for 1 hour, had dinner and reflection, lights off .

day 4 and 5 was a new worksite . Su Htoo Pan Sirimingala Kandaw Parahita Monastric Education School at Ayemyittar Quatter - Alwanswite Villange - Thanlyin Town . Long kapeee name . hahah . we did planting and taught english . but this place was more challenging . since we're planting Mango trees, huge holes are needed . the first day, the holes were already dugged for us . so we just had to fill it up with 2 types of fertilizers; man-made and cowdunk . the second day, we had to dig the holes ourselves . its aout half and arm deep . carrying the heavy baskets of fertilizers and the tin cans of water is extremely tidious . whats worst is that, this resources are really far away from the planting area . i'll estimate about 200metres away . yerp, that far .

6th day, was resting day . the team went to another worksite (Twante Town) which is too far away from the first hotel . so we check in to the 2nd hotel which is in the city, Yangon . the hotel wasnt that bad though the building was quite run-down . we had a tour to the place we're gonna work for the rest of the days . but the thing is, the place is in the rural area . so from the hotel to the new worksite its about 2hours busride .and whats worst is that, the journey is extremely bumpy .

7th, 8th, 9th day, the name of the place we worked at was Paya Ngotto North Primary School . we wad to do a 500feet road repair infront of the school . yerp, road repair . but instead of using tar, we used cement . a mixture of sand, water and cement powder . building the road have a few steps .

first, you clear the area
second, used broken bricks for the base of the road . which means, we have to knock the bricks into small pieces . while breaking the bricks , i thought about those construction worker in Singapore . how lucky they were to have those big drilling machines . we had to use a stinking hammer ok !!
third, stomp the crushed bricks using a huge stomper . Manual Work .
forth, lay sand over the bricks and stomp again .
fifth, mix cement and lay them on top of the sand . (manual work . again the construction workers back in singapore , damn lucky . they have cement mixer while we had to do it using shovels)
sixth, leave it to dry for about 30mins, smoothen the road and draw lines on it for friction . leave it to dry till hard rock .

so the hard work was carrying sand and cement to and fro . back breaking i tell you .

10th day, we went touring around the city, headed for the airport and flew back to homeland .

i'll update pictures soon once i got them .

thats it for today, toodles ((:

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Off To Myanmar

ermm .. okayy . hellOo all ! (: just tO intrOduce myself , i'm Muhammad Hanafi . that guy weariin' the pink/white shirt in the phOto on the left . sOme of you may nOe me , sOme may nOt . this is actually my ferst tyme using "www.blogger.com" tO pOst up sOme updates . coz i do nOt have a blog plus i don't actually blog at all . haha .

aniiwaes ,, tO you guys & ladies , friends of NurFaizah .
our dear friend here has olready taken her flight & depart off tO Myanmar this afternOon .

Date: 09 Dec' '09
Time: 1420

she was olready in Changi airport by 8++am in the morniin' . had her breakfast wiit her family members . then i came at around 10am and we spend sOme tyme talkiin' & laughiin' , though we nOe deep inside we felt sad . sad coz she had tO leave her family , friends , & especiially ME! (that's what she saed .) for 10 loooooooong daes .. dats lyke more than a week . as for me , i could see from her expression . i nOe she was haviin' a hard time goiin' off . but however , in the middle of all thOse sadness .....

Me: tkmO sad~2 kayy .
Fizah: mmm ..
Me: klau sad~2 tkmO pegii lahh .
Fizah: *suddenly lOoked at me* tapii i nak naek Aeroplane !! *smileSs*
Me: -.-

i felt lyke , "WTH??" .. but i gOtta tell you , she was DAMNNN BLOOODDYY CUTE !!!!! wiit thOse kinds of actions she suddenly potrayed in the middle of our 'sad' conversations .

ouhh .. And FYI ! she's tOtally un-contact-able , FOR THE WHOLE OF THE 10 DAES !!! , while she's there )': the reason is b'coz that place she's goiin' has gOt nOt a single satellite connection at all . nOo connection = nOo contactiin' . nOo contactiin' = nOo updates !! ):

hmm .. aniiwhoooSsss ... i thiink its enough of the updates fOr nOw .

lets all please please please just pray for NurFaizah's safety , staeiin' healthy & mOst impt of all , she would cOme back safely .

thnkiiu for readiing ! (;

DONT READ IF IT DOESNT CONCERN YOU !
Dear , hope u've safely touched down & arrived at the airport in Myanmar . i'd just pray for ur safety . gO safe & come back safe . aniiwaes , i dont want u to feel sad over thre tauu ! i want u to really njoy ur tyme thre wiit the rest . hav a great trip/holiidae . Take Care . see you sOon syng ..
Signing off: Love, NafiieChipmunk
P.S. ILOVEYOU , IMISSYOU

IM OFF ! WILL BE BACK ON THE 18TH DECEMBER .
TAKE CARE ((:

Friday, December 4, 2009

this isnt gonna be a proper update . im just here to vent my anger .

RULE NUMBER 1 OF BEING A GOOD FRIEND : NEVER EVER EVEN TRY TO WIN THE HEART OF YOUR-USE-TO-BE-CLOSE FRIENDS' EX .

THIS IS FREAKING BASIC I TELL YOU ! THOSE WHO DONT KNOW THIS, IS FUCKING PATHETIC AND OBVIOUSLY HADNT BEEN A GOOD FRIEND .

YEAH2, i know the controversy between the people who believe the otherwise and the people who believe the wise . maybe its ok, to win the heart of your-used-to-be-close friends' ex . cause duhh, its after all used-to-be close friend . but still, the hurt is there . and just incase if i fail to mention this, WE'RE NOT ENEMIES . its just that we dont get along that much anymore . there wasnt even a fight/misunderstanding or anything big like that .

there's nothing i can do about it except to NOT trust this flirty girl anymore .
and a tip, please, you'll regret . i can see how she works around guys . you know who you are .

im extremely busy these days . with my trip just days away, i fell asleep so fast even when Love called, i went through the "takephone.seescreen.putitonsilent.putitback" routine . heh heh . sorry Love .

i'm smiling

In my heart

Fizah Norazmi This is only half of my life in words
Fizah My thoughts is none of your business Archives August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 February 2011 March 2011 August 2011	Monday, December 28, 2009 "Of course.. I never forget a single thing about how we met. It's something meaningful to me, you know.." He's the sweetest thing i tell you . im having a blissful life . im as happy as ever . im literally on cloud nine . i think i could go higher . float away, merrily . without having anything to worry about .... except for this coming test on Tuesday that i just couldnt be bothered to study . GM always spoils everything . so is the teacher . pfft ! yeah, i have to sit for a test during my holidays . blissful much ? tell me about it . school reopen is just a week away and im SEX-CITED ! im bored staying at home . i wanna go school so mum wont nag about me not coming over often during my hols . yeah, my bad for neglecting her . but i just hate the journey from home to her place ! a minus point having divorced parents . pfft ! after spending three straight days with Love, believe it or not im already missing him . ok, im gonna head for my comfy bed cause its like 2am in the morning ? when i have plans to crack my already cracked brain cells tomorrow at the library just for that GM class test on Tuesday . Ms Fong better pass me . Or else ... Goodnight, readers ! ((: Sunday, December 27, 2009 Myanmar YEP 09' ; World's Drums Night ; Love <3 Sunday, December 20, 2009 I AM BACK !! Thanks love for updating my blog for me . and plus, i was greeted by 4 extremely sweet drafts from love . awww, thanks dear . so how did my trip went ? for a start, i was really missing home . yerp, i was homesick during the first 5 days . but the next 5days was fast . and the hotel, urgh . though its the best in the area, i had some bad experience there . The first day, as said by love, i boarded the plane . it was my first time so i was excited . we were supposed to remain seated during take off . my butt was literally in my seat with my seatbelt on but my body wasnt leaning . i was bouncing and prancing about and i was damn lucky to get the window seat . excited ah theeeennnnn . landed about 2hours later . went straight to the hotel, had dinner, reflection and lights off . next day was work, we went to Zabu Oak Shuang Nunnery . The team did some planting, taught english and carried some bricks . yerp, carried bricks . but i had to fell sick on the second day so i was prohibited from doing any work that day . boring siooo . day 3, i recovered and was ready to work ! i carried bricks, taught english and i watered the plants that the team planted . imagine carrying huge, tin-made watering cans which is extremely heavy to and fro from the well and planting area and plus, one plant is equal to one can of water . thats how much water one plant needed and imagine the amount of work needed . and not to mention, the weather is stinking hot . Singapore is about 27degress . Myanmar 38degrees (!!) work ended at about 3pm, back to hotel, rested for 1 hour, had dinner and reflection, lights off . day 4 and 5 was a new worksite . Su Htoo Pan Sirimingala Kandaw Parahita Monastric Education School at Ayemyittar Quatter - Alwanswite Villange - Thanlyin Town . Long kapeee name . hahah . we did planting and taught english . but this place was more challenging . since we're planting Mango trees, huge holes are needed . the first day, the holes were already dugged for us . so we just had to fill it up with 2 types of fertilizers; man-made and cowdunk . the second day, we had to dig the holes ourselves . its aout half and arm deep . carrying the heavy baskets of fertilizers and the tin cans of water is extremely tidious . whats worst is that, this resources are really far away from the planting area . i'll estimate about 200metres away . yerp, that far . 6th day, was resting day . the team went to another worksite (Twante Town) which is too far away from the first hotel . so we check in to the 2nd hotel which is in the city, Yangon . the hotel wasnt that bad though the building was quite run-down . we had a tour to the place we're gonna work for the rest of the days . but the thing is, the place is in the rural area . so from the hotel to the new worksite its about 2hours busride .and whats worst is that, the journey is extremely bumpy . 7th, 8th, 9th day, the name of the place we worked at was Paya Ngotto North Primary School . we wad to do a 500feet road repair infront of the school . yerp, road repair . but instead of using tar, we used cement . a mixture of sand, water and cement powder . building the road have a few steps . first, you clear the area second, used broken bricks for the base of the road . which means, we have to knock the bricks into small pieces . while breaking the bricks , i thought about those construction worker in Singapore . how lucky they were to have those big drilling machines . we had to use a stinking hammer ok !! third, stomp the crushed bricks using a huge stomper . Manual Work . forth, lay sand over the bricks and stomp again . fifth, mix cement and lay them on top of the sand . (manual work . again the construction workers back in singapore , damn lucky . they have cement mixer while we had to do it using shovels) sixth, leave it to dry for about 30mins, smoothen the road and draw lines on it for friction . leave it to dry till hard rock . so the hard work was carrying sand and cement to and fro . back breaking i tell you . 10th day, we went touring around the city, headed for the airport and flew back to homeland . i'll update pictures soon once i got them . thats it for today, toodles ((: Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Off To Myanmar ermm .. okayy . hellOo all ! (: just tO intrOduce myself , i'm Muhammad Hanafi . that guy weariin' the pink/white shirt in the phOto on the left . sOme of you may nOe me , sOme may nOt . this is actually my ferst tyme using "www.blogger.com" tO pOst up sOme updates . coz i do nOt have a blog plus i don't actually blog at all . haha . aniiwaes ,, tO you guys & ladies , friends of NurFaizah . our dear friend here has olready taken her flight & depart off tO Myanmar this afternOon . Date: 09 Dec' '09 Time: 1420 she was olready in Changi airport by 8++am in the morniin' . had her breakfast wiit her family members . then i came at around 10am and we spend sOme tyme talkiin' & laughiin' , though we nOe deep inside we felt sad . sad coz she had tO leave her family , friends , & especiially ME! (that's what she saed .) for 10 loooooooong daes .. dats lyke more than a week . as for me , i could see from her expression . i nOe she was haviin' a hard time goiin' off . but however , in the middle of all thOse sadness ..... Me: tkmO sad~2 kayy . Fizah: mmm .. Me: klau sad~2 tkmO pegii lahh . Fizah: suddenly lOoked at me tapii i nak naek Aeroplane !! smileSs Me: -.- i felt lyke , "WTH??" .. but i gOtta tell you , she was DAMNNN BLOOODDYY CUTE !!!!! wiit thOse kinds of actions she suddenly potrayed in the middle of our 'sad' conversations . ouhh .. And FYI ! she's tOtally un-contact-able , FOR THE WHOLE OF THE 10 DAES !!! , while she's there )': the reason is b'coz that place she's goiin' has gOt nOt a single satellite connection at all . nOo connection = nOo contactiin' . nOo contactiin' = nOo updates !! ): hmm .. aniiwhoooSsss ... i thiink its enough of the updates fOr nOw . lets all please please please just pray for NurFaizah's safety , staeiin' healthy & mOst impt of all , she would cOme back safely . thnkiiu for readiing ! (; DONT READ IF IT DOESNT CONCERN YOU ! Dear , hope u've safely touched down & arrived at the airport in Myanmar . i'd just pray for ur safety . gO safe & come back safe . aniiwaes , i dont want u to feel sad over thre tauu ! i want u to really njoy ur tyme thre wiit the rest . hav a great trip/holiidae . Take Care . see you sOon syng .. Signing off: Love, NafiieChipmunk P.S. ILOVEYOU , IMISSYOU IM OFF ! WILL BE BACK ON THE 18TH DECEMBER . TAKE CARE ((: Friday, December 4, 2009 this isnt gonna be a proper update . im just here to vent my anger . RULE NUMBER 1 OF BEING A GOOD FRIEND : NEVER EVER EVEN TRY TO WIN THE HEART OF YOUR-USE-TO-BE-CLOSE FRIENDS' EX . THIS IS FREAKING BASIC I TELL YOU ! THOSE WHO DONT KNOW THIS, IS FUCKING PATHETIC AND OBVIOUSLY HADNT BEEN A GOOD FRIEND . YEAH2, i know the controversy between the people who believe the otherwise and the people who believe the wise . maybe its ok, to win the heart of your-used-to-be-close friends' ex . cause duhh, its after all used-to-be close friend . but still, the hurt is there . and just incase if i fail to mention this, WE'RE NOT ENEMIES . its just that we dont get along that much anymore . there wasnt even a fight/misunderstanding or anything big like that . there's nothing i can do about it except to NOT trust this flirty girl anymore . and a tip, please, you'll regret . i can see how she works around guys . you know who you are . im extremely busy these days . with my trip just days away, i fell asleep so fast even when Love called, i went through the "takephone.seescreen.putitonsilent.putitback" routine . heh heh . sorry Love .
i'm smiling In my heart