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Fizah Norazmi
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 Fizah
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Sunday, October 31, 2010
think about it, we wouldnt react like this if its for nothing . but if you think that the way you handle time is correct, by all means girl . like you said, we're approaching 20 next year so we need to know a little bit of time management . Enough said . im guessing that that wasnt for me, cause i certainly do not remember calling you "stupid" . even if i did, it was just out of fun and nothing serious . too bad if you get all sensitive . *shrugg* BUT, if it does .. in the first place, i DO appreciate it and i DO remember those good deeds . but that doesnt mean that you should ignore us, your friends (the people that you know before you were in a relationship, just incase you forgot) . OKAY, i'll cut you some slack . you didnt totally ignore us . but its always, im going to go see __ . im meeting ___. im waiting for ___. its A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G . and fyi, just to let you know, chill it ! yeah its your very first serious relationship but you've got to RELAAXXXX . and puhlease, most of us find it hard to believe you sometimes when you said "i have to go home cause my mum called" like seriously, we're not THAT dumb . *ROLL EYES* i have this feeling that you havent heard this phrase , the reason to you being all clingy with your bf . "FRIENDS COME FIRST , THEN BOYFRIENDS" . WAKE UP GIRL ! and did i really said anything that you thought it was my MOUTH that caused all this ? is it my posts in facebook ? did you thought it was you ? cause i certainly didnt put your name on it . and you wanna talk about attitude ? go buy a full length mirror and look veerryy closely . cause i see beyond those big not so innocent eyes . good to know, that i'm so busy with the things that is going on in my life till you cant even asked me if i wanted to join the study group . if i wanted or not, thats my problem . it must have been really hurt to ask now isnt it ? riiigggghhttt, and you said staying quiet isnt the right way to solving problems . good to know you don't talk straight all the time (: WHOOPS ! seriously, i didnt mean to sound sarcastic . cause i really am not . look, i really dont want to fight . BUT, its just these few things about you that spoil it . if its not because of this you would have been the most wonderful friend ever . i swear in the name of god i am not lying when i say this . if you rmb, i did try talking to you about it but you said the reason why you did it is because im always with Hanafi and i didnt seem like i needed you anymore . that is certainly not true . like you said, you're my friend . and friends need friends . but if what you said is true, why are you still as clingy as ever with your bf when hanafi havent been in school this few weeks . i barely get to see him in a week . i wont deny that some of my words may hurt you, jokingly or not . but you have got to know, i NEVER MEANT THAT . and i am SORRY . Saturday, October 30, 2010
sometimes being friends with animals would be a better choice .
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
i want to ignore everything but i can't im stuck with this for the rest of my life my head cant take it my brain is begging for mercy i asked help from school but they wont help me i need a job but they delay me im unintentionally skipping class but the truth is, i really do wanna go but i can't afford it i'm supporting myself on my own Monday, October 25, 2010
 Things were great till i started having doubts . Nowi try not to think of it; but how to when everything seems crystal. I can't make the bad memory go away . What if it strikes again? |
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