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Fizah Norazmi
This is only half of my life in words

Fizah
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Monday, February 21, 2011



after i found out what you did, i thought half of my suffering was gone. but today suddenly everything came back and it hit me hard and i found myself unable to stop the tears. it was out of my control. i didnt have the house key so i wandered of somewhere alone since school ended early today. but a good friend called me up and i cried right then and there. i force myself to stop the tears but it was almost impossible. i felt stupid and i know i look stupid so i ran to the toilet and cried as hard as i could. i felt better and meet her at tamp . she was with her bf and i felt bad for ruining their time but i desperately need someone to be with or else i'll breakdown again. after that i felt better but i know this is gonna happen again, my sudden outburst.
i'm smiling
In my heart